I like how in just a day, I discovered a lot of things from my friend, nicknamed briend (so I know who I am referring to since I tend to forget HAHAHAH).
As you probably know me or maybe no, I am actually quite observant and quite fast at noticing things. 90% of my observation was right. However, yes at times, I do not have that skill of mine. I can be clueless but that's not the case. As much as I am super clueless, I cannot believe that someone is really slow
despite he has read one of my blog post (I just found out that he read my blog). I think he's slower than a three-toed sloth. Everyone (not literally) knows that I do have a crush on that guy and I don't need to tell N because he's quick too like me. But because I thought N is close to my crush than me and that he will spill the beans but wow, up to now, N still have not yet tell him. I shall give him a round of applause for keeping my secret. You're the best, mate!
I just hope, by the time he knows, it's already over even though I wish it was mutual. But nah, I would rather it's over when he finds out. :-)
Obviously, that's not the only thing I found but there's a lot of other things that I would rather not to disclosed hehe.
Sunday, February 12, 2017 @ 4:58 AM
happy new year guys even though it's 7 days late hahaha anyway thank you for patronising(???), visiting and reading my blog! i don't know if there are still people out there reading my blog but if you do, thank you for spending your time on reading something stupid :');; anyway, i wouldn't update as much as i can because i tend to go this blog when im sad and i dont want to be sad. however, i try to update to spread good vibes <-- actually i dont know how to :'D may your day be blessed all year long!! :-)
Saturday, January 7, 2017 @ 3:25 PM
i'm back after 3 months (or 4?) 9-6 = 3 months oh yeah. i'm bad at maths recently. :") anyway, the reason why i came back to blog is because i want to create a new blog and i found blogger is the best even though the pictures' quality can be suck. i got an inspiration from this and this. i prefer to not doing it here because dang it, this is too personal so might as well just get a new blog but i need to think of a word that fits to be the url. i wanted to use this url /shxrtgxrl but dang it, people will be like what what. why got a new blog? what happened to the previous blog? does it got deleted? i shall answered those questions now. the link will be changed to /syairasaad. or.......... i might use syairasaad/ as a new url of the new blog hmm. but urgh should i not create a new blog. hmmmmm
Tuesday, September 13, 2016 @ 7:49 PM
it's been so long since i wrote something. a few months ago, i've finally moved on from the guy that i really really really liked. i finally learnt on how to let go. i guess not seeing him often in rp and knowing that he got a gf does really helped me to move on. which is why, i don't blog often because no more words to say towards him. you all probably know by now, danial. oh yes i used to get all those memories coming at me when i wrote his name. however. now i don't. it's been 5 years since we last talked. long awaited 5 years has finally come to end. and this is a real end. no longer lie. nowadays, i'm too lazy to think about my heart. you know, some words are meant not to be say. thankfully, i didnt say otherwise i would regret BUT i do think i'm going to get regret for not saying it. anyway, i think this blog is going to be dead but will update when i feel like it. furthermore, i got a private instagram but it has been awhile since the last update. i guess being a year 2 now made me feel so busy but yet, i still can find time to watch dramas hahhahahahaha. alright, thats the end from me :)
Saturday, June 25, 2016 @ 10:53 PM